Everything Passed

I know this isn't great but here is the reason why I am showing you anyways.

So here I am listening to this beautiful soundtrack to 5 centimeters per second and I had to pace around my kitchen to try and remember "what am I missing so much?"

I have to say this whole year I have been extremely happy because I finally have friends and now an amazing bf.
But this whole time I've been forgetting something that I loved when there wasn't anyone to really talk to at the time.
And I am so glad that I found this picture after going through my folder.

At first I was reluctant to post this anywhere because I didn't know what to think of it so I just left it in the leftover pile of pictures.

I was scrambling through and then my eyes watered from all the memories that I just suddenly remembered from back then.
It was lonely but I felt like I grew so much because of photography from that time period that it makes me think, "that was a different kind of happiness compared to the happiness right now."

I remember after school walking in the empty hallways thinking to myself ... and the feeling that this particular room delivered struck me.
I don't know how to explain it through words but hopefully this photo will.

To me it means so much and I am very happy to find that happiness that I grasped onto when I was alone.

^_^